Wednesday, September 20, 2006


Well, I've been around here and there. Been busy and all sorts of things coming my way. But the plain simple fact is that none of my business is really keeping me all busy. Enough said. I'm currently living on cloud nine because Arsenal kicked M.U's ass with a 1-0 win at Old Trafford. So to all M.U fans, beware because the Gunners are aiming to gun down some big teams! You got that right people, M.U was left behind!

Now, if I may leave the "footie" phenomena and concentrate on the picture above. I was left behind many times. If not for the constant rock solid support from a few people, I would have been stuck in a black hole. Likewise, university is potrayed to me as a fun place to be when I could been called cool. I was left behind although many people told me that it wasn't the same, no matter what was running through my mind.

Left behind. In many matters, like music, studies, family relationships, friends, and most of all is my prayer life. Hence, I wrote a song that basically depicts the struggles that I've gone through. Here it is and added with a tinge of "Brick" by Ben Folds Five, I proudly present "I need you so."


Verse
I don’t ask for money,
I don’t ask for fame to be,
I just want to hold you now,
To make you feel secure.

Sometimes I am able to,
Sometimes I just fall through,
Sometimes I just lose my cool,
When you ask too much from a fool.

Chorus

And here I am,
Alone and in the dark,
And I’m waiting for the time when it shall be,
Revealed,
And if I was given,
Just one more minute,
Then I would tell you just how,
I need you so.

Verse
There are times when we fight so hard,
And I cannot control my words,
When tears start to flow,
My heart does not cry for you now,

Bridge

Sorry doesn’t mean anything,
When I’ve been using it for everything,
And after all that’s said and done,
I am hollow,

Once again, I would like to thank the many people that I've met in my entire "perasaan" life. Thanks guys and gals! This one's for you! Cheers!