Open Book...

You think of me as an open book,
All wrapped up or for viewing purposes,
I'm still human,
And I still have feelings,
Ask yourself why you said,
Those words so painful to me,
I want to fall in love,
I want to give my heart to someone,
Who will take me as I am,

And all that you've been waiting for,
And all that you've been praying for,
And all that you've been hoping for,
It's coming true right before you,

I've had enough of being cheap,
Used and then thrown away after their done with it,
Do you know that I'm used to it,
Like some cheap chick that I am,
I walk around with a smile on my face,
So flirtatious you just want me,
Thanks to all the lies,
I am what they say,
Open book,

And all that you've been waiting for,
And all that you've been praying for,
And all that you've been hoping for,
It's coming true right before you,
Take a look around you now,
And see all the lies,
That have made you as what they see,
Just another

Listen to them now,
Listen to their lies,
Listen to all they say,
Right before your eyes,

And all that you've been waiting for,
And all that you've been praying for,
And all that you've been hoping for,
It's coming true right before you,
Take a look around you now,
And see all the lies,
That have made you as what they see,
Just another,
Open book...

This is supposed to be the single from my album and I can't find any way to attach the song here. Help me if possible. Thanks.

Here is a short summary of the song. I wrote this song based on wat someone told me. She should know and if you are reading this, thank you very much!!! It all focuses on the one thing that I find very rare in lyric writing. Guys sing from their point of view and vice versa with the ladies. They write how they feel and it usually starts with a break-up because either party cannot communicate or the extent of having an affair. I guess you all get the drift.

The message that Open Book is trying to send out is very simple. People play with feelings and don't give two fucks about what happens at the end of the day. I just simply wrote it based on my experiences and if it offends anyone, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!

I shall try to refrain myself from using vulgar language but no guarantee. Moving along, we all want to be loved. That's when they fall prey. Young couples seen in shopping complexes, as young as "well, we've all seen them so don't pretend and naivety isn't a good facade." So tell me, what do they know? I can't be all judgemental overnight but I question whether do they deliberately want to get hurt? Both of them? Experience it so that others might feel the same when one so proudly proclaims "Vengence is sweet!"

The strength of this song lies in the simple message that beneficial advice from people in relationships at such a tender age is all garbage. Negative advices always win. Evil is always stronger, that's why people are so infatuated with it.

Open Book:
A girl who is not popular in school tries to join sorority clubs but fails miserably. Has a crush on a handsome guy who totally ignores her. She tries to get his attention but ends up being the butt of all jokes with the guy's friends. Moving into college, learns all the latest fashion designs and trends by hook or crook. Updating herself to become a "chick", she changes her style, image and personality.












Taa daa! Overnight changes that lead to a totally different personality. Goes to college and hangs out with the cool people, joins them for clubbing and "other" activities. One night after clubbing with a few friends, she follows a male coursemate who entices her with his masculinity, well-built physique and gentleman like poise. Booked a hotel room, goes there and is greeted by the guy's friends who attempt to "infilrate" her together with the guy. The end of the story shall be revealed in the video clip.

p/s: My album is scheduled to be launched in May 2007.

Cheers to 2007! We'll been moving up and down but the main thing is that we've both got our feet back firmly on the ground. Many resolutions made and promised; how the scoreboard is going to be no one knows.

I've read a lot these few days. Some of it were fictional stuff but mainly I thrived on stories on people's lives. Hmm... I did learn a very important lesson while "reading" and watching One Tree Hill yesterday(07/01/2007). No matter how much we try to protect things most dear to us, it's no use when the world we live in crushes them all right before our very eyes. Practical point of view, we all were blessed with parents(those who didn't get the oppurtunity to bask in the care of parents, my sincere condolences) who would trade anything for us. We may have strayed in many ways alien to others but one thing is for sure is that no parent would intentionally hurt their child. Gut feeling tells me that I've posted similiar entries and being a new year, I'm going to end in two sentences. My family has done more for me than anyone else, more than friends. I was bad bitch that went all out to wreak havoc purposely.

New year means new resolutions. Mine? Err, I don't think that I have any. Realised one thing though, you don't need resolutions to keep you in line but rather your own willpower. One wonderful example was that I woke up an hour earlier than my alarm(scheduled 6.30am) I got up at 8.10am. What a way to start new year and the best part is that I wasn't late, maybe a little but not so much.

N.B: that's my alarm clock by the way. Purchased it for RM35.90.