Thursday, March 08, 2007

What's life without a few bumps and humps? We all go through them day in, day out. Some tell me that they don't like who they are, others say that I've been through hell and back and many other excuses. Sigh, even i complain.

Looking it from my point of view, I've used those excuses countless times. Muahahaha! Evil laughter snickering its' arse off. I've been in tight situations and oh boy, I really hated my life last time during secondary school. Been the butt of all jokes because of my naivety and innocent portrayal. But who can blame me? And as time has come and gone and left me lurched in the abyss of self-pity. But that is all over me now. I've given up on these constant "road blocks" that plague my life incessantly.

Since I haven't been writing new entries for quite some time my mind has sorted of taken a new paradigm on viewing the world. Previously, I wrote on things that don't hold any value in this world and after taking a walk in the prestigious "World Studio" , I noticed that things aren't so different after all. We all just pretend to be who or what we want to be. It's just a matter of time for the visage to be undone just as everyone who puts it on needs to take a breather at the end of the day. I suppose that would be the last entry that I would be signing out as Bumps and Humps in Life. For the record, I've decided to change it to Visage of Faith. But why the contradiction? BnHiL to VoF? I can't really tell, it's just that I feel that I put on a visage whenever I'm out of my safe haven. I try to be strong for others, but end up breaking apart.

All in all, I really want to tell most of us out there that I'm starting to see a very minor change in me in terms of studies. Instead of writing about the struggles that we face in life, I'm deciding to write based on the facade that every individual wears daily. Till the next entry(which God knows when will it be published) this is the last entry from Bumps and Humps in Life saying goodbye to the ghost of me...