Friday, November 02, 2007

It's another long long hiatus from me again. Firstly, my apologies. I always have a lot to say but somehow, it just doesn't knock blogging anymore.

I love the current state I'm in. Busy with work, leaving the world behind and all its memories. Not remembering anyone or anything. Completely cut off from all connections that existed before my working(part-time) life. It just seems like a real slumberous sleep. Slumberland baby.

We all hate anyone waking us up when we're sleeping or resting nicely. We're all just too damn lazy too move our "golden" asses thanks to Midas who has to touch, grope, molest and every other word you can use to describe Midas's touch. So what happens when it really happens? Do we force change upon our stagnant state? Do we want to leave the comfort bunk that we're in? If every single thing that I do is good in the eyes of the Beholder and the world, I would do them all. But human as you and I am, we conceive mistakes.

I haven't learnt much from life's past lessons. Still very much the same. But, the big BUT is always very prominent in the lion's share of our daily conversations. I'm changing. Changing into what I want to be.

Frankly, I've always envied my coursemates, colleagues, friends and schoolmates. They seem so adept at everything. Some are good in music, studies, physique, eloquence and so many other factors. I'm always mediocre; nothing more.

To cut it short, Change is Good. When that happens, take control of your life and most importantly is the decisions that you make. Manning life's automobile is no easy feat, considering how many of us have met exorbitant "accidents" and "summones."

No matter what car you're in, drive safely. Take charge. DO NOT BRIBE!!